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Sunday, March 20, 2011

Kasih sayang anak buat ibunya

"Dan Tuhanmu telah memerintahkan agar kamu jangan menyembah selain Dia dan hendaklah berbuat baik kepada ibu bapa. Jika salah seorang di antara keduanya atau kedua-duanya sampai berusia lanjut dala pemeliharaanmu, maka sekali-kali janganlah engkau mengatakan kepada keduanya perkataan "aah" dan janganlah engkau membentak keduanya, dan janganlah engkau ucapkanlah kepada keduanya perkataan yang baik"

surah Al-Isra' ayat 23

Petang 30 Ogos 2008, aku menerima panggilan telefon dari adik ketiga ku
" angah..mak..mak dah tak da..angah balik cepat ye?" suara adik lelaki ku terketar ketar menahan sebak. Bagai dipanah kejutan kilat hati aku berdebar kencang. " Inalilallah hiwainaillah hirajiun..baik.abang balik sekarang.." seluruh tubuh badanku mengeletar kesejukan..tanpa sedari titis air kehibaan mengalir laju dipipi..segera aku lapkan. tidak mahu anak kecilku menyedari linangan jernih itu.." abah abah..siapa yang meninggal bah? kenapa abah nangis?" anak kecil itu menyentap tangan ku sambil menembak ku dengan persoalan yang bermain di fikirannya. " tok nah dah tak da nak..dah meninggal dunia. kita balik kampung ye. ira pergi bagitahu ma suruh bersiap ye.."


"Mak..tak pe lah usop tak pergi UPM tu mak..usop dah dapat kerja..biar usop kerja je..nanti tak da lah berat sangat mak nak tanggung hawa, ani dan yang lain lain.." aku cube menyuarakan pendapat..
" elok sangat lah tu usop..mak tak larat dah nak tanggung semua ni..harap kat bapak kau, tak makan lah kita..berapa sen sangat harta bapak kau tinggal..nak sara aku sorang pun tak cukup.." aku diam. sememangnya mak selalu menbangkitkan isu itu. ayah memang lah tidak kaya namun orangnya cukup budiman. baik orangnya..ayah lah tempat aku mendengar cerita zaman perangnya, berceloteh tentang kehidupan kecilnya..semuanya tentang kenangan yang indah..aku rindukan semua itu namun ayah sudah meninggalkan ku buat selamanya. aku tidak mengerti mengapa mak begitu tidak menyukai ayah..mungkin kerana harta..gaji kecil ayah diguna untuk menyara kami 10 orang..terpaksa tinggal di quaters kecil satu bilik yang didiami 10 orang anak..hanya makan nasi berlaukan mentega..namun, aku tidak pernah mengeluh kerana aku yakin aku ada seorang bapa yang cekal menyara keluarga


Kematian ayah menyulitkan lagi keadaan kehidupan kami sekeluarga. Mak bercadang untuk berpindah ke Kuantan dan meninggalkan kampung halaman Johor Baru. Berpindah di tempat baru dan emak berperah keringat untuk menyara kami adik beradik..emak bersengkang mata membuat kuih untuk dijadikan jualan pada waktu pagi..dan tatkala pagi disaat kanak kanak sebaya aku masih klena diulit mimpi, aku lah bertindak sebagai asisten mak untuk menghantar jualan ke warung warung..berbasika sejauh 2 km setiap pagi, melalui jerat cina sebelum sampai ke warung..dan berpatah kembali ke rumah untuk bersiap ke sekolah..semua itu menjadikan aku lebih cekal dan matang dalam kehidupan.. hampir setahun arwah ayah pergi meninggalkan kami, dan kini mak telah menemui pengganti ayah..seorang duda beranak empat ingin mengambil mak dan memelihara adik adikku..tatkala itu, aku sudah bersekolah menengah dan tinggal bersama diasrama..hati kecilku tidak mahukan penggati ayah, namun aku terpaksa memikirkan  keadaan diri mak yang sulit untuk menyara kami..


" Mak, sejadah kat mana? usop nak solat ni.." soalku pada mak sambil membelek-belek lapisan kain di dalam almari.." mak tak ingat lah usop kat mana..cuba kau lihat dalam almari lama tu"..aku buka almari dihujung sudut bilik..nampak seperti sudah lama tidak dibuka..syukur..ade sehelai sejadah biru..berdebu..ya Allah..sudah berapa lama tak digunakan ni? " mak nak solat sekali? saya imamkan.." tanya ku penuh harapan.." kau solat lah dulu usop..nantilah mak solat.." mengalir perasaan hiba dihatiku..dalam doaku, ku titiskan air mata mengharap agar segala dosa mak diampunkan dan dibuka pintu hati untuk sujud ke pada Mu..ternyata perkahwinan mak dengan pak mat mengelapkan hati mak untuk melihat jalan yang satu. pak mat seorang yang kaki mabuk dan panas baran mengawal hidup mak ternyata tidak dapat mebimbing mak menjadi muslimah sejati..begitu juga dengan adik adik yang tinggal bersama pak mat..tiada keimanan yang kuat..tikar solat tidak pernah dijamah..puasa dan zakat sudah dilupa..aku berusaha menarik mak dan adik adik yang lain kembali ke jalanNya namun hati mereka belum terbuka..


"Allahuakhbar.." air mati ku berlari laju dipipi..perasaan sebak menyelubungi.solat terakhiku  buat emak. aku tetap menyanyangi mak walaupun mak tidak seperti ibu lain yang mengamalkan ajaran Islam..aku sangat menyanyangi emak.. seburuk-buruk ibu itu, mereka tetap ibu kita yang melahirkan, membesarkan sehingga dewasa kini..namun, aku begitu sedih dan kecewa kerana aku tidak berjaya menyedarkan mak ke jalanNya.. membimbing mak ke jalan asal usulnya. hnya yang ku mampu adalah mendoakan agar segala dosa mak diampunkan Allah dan rohnya dicucuri rahmat dariNya..


" Abah..abah jangan sedih ye..kita doa sama-sama agar tok nah diampunkan Allah ye..ira sayang abah.." aku mengusap lembut tangan abah..angin malam menyapa lembut pipiku yang berlinang air mata hiba..ranjau hidup abah penuh dengan berliku..

Thursday, March 17, 2011

saye doktor luar biase??

Doktor
ape yang anda sedang bayangkan apabila melihat perkataan ini?
kebiasaanye di fikiran anda
doktor  merawat pesakit
doktor melakukan surgery ke atas orang sakit
apabila sakit pegi je jumpe doktor pastu die bagi ubat
atau
doktor cucuk sendiri?
ermm..
mungkin
tapi
jika ditanya caracteristic doktor tu?
sudah pasti ade yang menjawab
doktor = spek mata- memang x dapat dipisahkan
doktor = pakai sthetoscope gantung kt leher
doktor = nerdy2 macam tu..x kachak or cantik la
doktor = skema la doktor nih..
doktor = anak dara tue or anak teruna lanjut usia..x kawen2
doktor = sibuk je memanjang..x de sosial life lah
doktor = x de sape minat lah..nanti kawen susah, kene on call je manjang

ermm..
betol ke doktor macam ni??
oh tidak!!
saye tak nak jadi doktor typical macam tu
sebab sy bukan macam tu
ermm
maksud saye
bukan doktor yang tak de life
kenapa selalu orang cakap doktor macam tu
mungkin sebab dieorang jumpe doktor yang macam tu
nanti bile saye dah jadi doktor
saya nak jadi doktor yang luar biase
dan hasil kerje jugak luar biase
hidup ni sekali je
hidup dengan cara kite
enjoy macam orang biase
jadi diri sendiri
berpenampilan macam diri kite sendiri
berfikiran macam diri kite sendiri
tapi
mungkin ade kekangan
yang saye tidak tahu
mase mungkin
pathetic hactic life
saye tak nak jadik anak dara tue!
itu sangat menakotkan!
saye nak berblogging jugak!
tapi...
sempat ke?
mungkin sempat
dan saye akan pastikan saye sempat
sempat ape??
sempat untuk semua..
ok
doktor yang luar biase
bukan typical abnormal doktor
bila lagi?

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Under Cover of Darkness!

Slip back out of whack,
At your best.
It's a nightmare,
So I'm joining the army.

Know how folks back out,
I'll still call.
Will you wait for me now?

We've got the right to live, fight to use it,
Got everything and you can just choose it,
I won't just be a puppet on a string.

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.

And I'm tired of all your friends
Listening at your door
And I want,
What's better for you.

So long, my friend
And adversary.
Oh, but I'll wait for you.

Get dressed, jump out of bed
You do it best.

Are you OK?
I've been out around this town
Everybody's singing the same song for ten years.

I'll wait for you.
Will you wait for me too?

And they sacrifice their lives,
And they're lying about those odds.
Oh they've said it a billion times,
And they'll say it again.
So long, my adversary
And friend.

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.

I'm tired of all your friends,
Knocking down your door.
Get up in the morning and give it your all.
So long, my friend
And adversary.

Oh I'll wait for you.

jackass terhebat! sayang kau julian!
 

aku sayang kau la jackass gila!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

layak ke playboy dapat bini baek??

Korang pernah dengar tak dialog macam ni :

" ishhh..kau tengok tu nad..sakitnye mate aku nih! grrr!", liza berbisik kepada nad sambil mengetap bibir kering mengelupas die tuh
" tengok ape pulak engkau nih liza?", tanya nad kebingungan dan berhenti menulis seketika
" laa..kau nih..tu lah..tuuu..kt sane tuhh". liza menjuihkan mulut ke arah 2 orang manusia yang duduk bersembang mesra tak jauh dari dieorang..
" haa..ngape lak ngn zack ngan erin tu? tak pernah tengok dieorang date ke?..mesti kau jeles an??" perli nad kt liza..
" wattafak..gilo kau aku nak jeles..setakat kapel ngan minah mcm tu kot..setakat nak buat main boleh la wey", jawab liza geram..
" hahha..chill la weyh..aku gurau je lah..yang kau sentap sangat tu apesal? alaa..setakat erin tu, zack bukan kapel nak buat bini pon..zack tu walaupon playboy, mesti nak pompuan baek macam kite nak buat bini an? 

APA????

walaupon palyboy tapi masih nak pompuan baek nak buat bini???
ermmm..
boleh ke??
rase layak ke playboy terhebat dapat pompuan baek??
macam tak adil lak bunyi nye..
macam mane pulak ngn pompuan playgirl?
nak campak kt mane?
hurmm..
susah2..
alaa..keje tuhan..biar lah tuhan yang uruskan..
tapi
adakah statement ni korang boleh terima bulat2??
boleh ke korang terima dialog org2 diatas?
bagi aku
people should think first before making a statement
yeahh..
that's mean
it's a playboy feasible to have a good wife or girlfriend?
after what he have done to girl such as dump her or flirt with other girls
ok
the very slim shady boy
still he can get the best wife??
the pious woman or very faithful wife??
ermm..
maybe yes
or maybe not
we don't know
only God knew
but
i'm pretty sure everybody wants the best thing in life
but
are we deserve to have the best thing if we are not too best to deserve it?
am I rite?
huhh..
just forget about that
i'm going a little insane for a few days!
fuck!

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Zack Zukhairi and I

Men from the boys
ohh..that's my book
I bought it when i went to Leeds, United Kingdom about 2 months ago
it just only cost about 8pound
with white smooth cover
with a picture of a little boy wearing big unlaced shoes

So..
what so special about this book?
well..
this book give me a very great meaning for me
can you guess why?
maybe u think that the plot of this story is good and interesting rite?
or maybe the story is just same as my life
ermm..
i think those answers are not too 'pravilna' or in english correct
so
what's the answer??
ok
i got more interesting answer from all of the above
this book is
ZACK ZUKHAIRI'S favourite book!!!!!

I never knew that book was zack's favourite book
I got crazy when i discovered that zack also read this book
and he loves this book very much!
it's very unexpectable
i'm so lucky..hehe

chopp chopp..
do you know who is zack zukhairi actually?
Oh my God!
he's really damn cute, handsome and funny guy that i have ever know
actually i never talk or meet him
because he is just a blog writter which is very famous among bloggers
his writting is so so cool
he is also good in drawing comel2 cartoon which is superb funny
i really like him
and so on with others
he have about thuosand of followers in his blog..
woww..
hebat kan??
he really impressed me..
all his artwork, writting are superb fine
no wonder alot of people like him so much
good job dude!
and
i'm superb happy
because
Zack zukhairi and I got a same interest
we like the same book!
and
i'm really proud of it..huhh!
kite ade jodoh agaknye zack! hekhek


our favourite book! ;)


really love this ! :)


nota kaki : kalau jodoh tak ke mane..hekhek

Happy Women's Day!! :)))

What's in ur mind when u have been asking about Women's Day?
women's day?? this answer could be thrown out by people especially men or boys when they have been asking about women's day..
"ermm..ntah..saje nak sambut kot wanita2 kt dunia..just like mother's day..just give them some roses or chocolate lah..
is it??"
or maybe
" laa..wat apa nak sambut..budaya barat ja macam tu aih..tok sah nak sambut la aih.."
or could be like this
" errr..ade ke women's day??..cheq tak tao plak.."=.='


Actually what is women's day? wujud ke depa nih..
ok..now in russia we are celebrating women's day..everybody on leave for 3 days because of celebrating women's day!
that's quite shocking when people in russia celebrating women's day for 3 days..!
but that's the power of women!
kat malaysia, aku pon tak tao ade women's day..huhh!
in russia every husband, boyfriend or son will give their wife, girl and mother a bucket of flowers or maybe some chocolate..
and the most interesting part is women are not going to do all the houseworks for the whole 3 days!!
that's sound good rite ladies??
everything such as cooking, washing, cleaning are doing by men..
how gentle are them..don't u think?
they really love and respect women..
behind a man, there's always a woman..

Does celebrating women's day sounds good rite?
so, why we don't put some appreciation to all the women out there?
just land your hand to help ur mum cooking or dishing
spend a few hour to go out and having cndle light dinner with ur wife
or maybe just wishing ur girlfriend "happy women's day dear!"
that's already enough for us..we really appreciate that..
i think malaysian should realized the sacrifice and contribution of women already did
let's all women feel that they are being loved and appreciated..
it's easy to do it rite?







nota kaki : happy women's day! :D

Sunday, March 06, 2011

Broke up dengan bofriend?

Adakah anda seorang gadis yang sedang dalam kesedihan dan kekecewaan akibat broke up pakwe? sedang mengharungi hari2 tanpa semangat dan mengalami keputus asaan dalam mengerjakan sebarang aktiviti anda? anda memerlukan kata2 semangat untuk meneruskan hari anda? di sini lah jawapannye..haa..
check this out this video girls!! you will like it..guaranteed! :D



So? how 's it??
do u thinking what i'm thinking girls??
ok..lets talk about this video..
what can u say after watching this video?
what can u understand about this girl had been through?
do u think its worth to cry badly because of boy who had cheated on u??
and for sure the answer in NO!!
do u agree with me girls??
ur life is just not for a stupid boy who let u to be crush with him and then dump u as he like so..
come on girls! wake up babe!!
u have ur own beautiful life..
u have more important priority than make up love with useless guy
u need to study hard and achieve ur ambition..
i'm pretty sure that ur ambition is not going to be a mak cik cleaner rite?
i'm not to humiliate the profession of mak cik cleaner.dieorang pon carik rezeki halal kan but that's the true
ur ar going to have a lot of money and get all the things u want
big homes, superb expensive car, branded make up and even holiday trip to euro
so, u need to study smart and hard to get those of it
being a doctor, an engineer, a designer and even a model..who know?
just leave ur ex boyfriend and lets forget all the past
start ur new life with fresh spirit and just go WITHOUT HIM!!
yup!! i'm shouting at u WITHOUT HIM!!
wake up la girl!
kumbang bukan sekok la..
so, lets open ur eyes, ur heart and think about ur bright future
jgn duk pikir sangat pasal boyfriend2 ni..
belajaq dulu rajin2..
dah berjaya nanti baru la bercinta
kan??
do u agree with me?? =.='





nota kaki : u'r fooling me, then i'm fooling u back dumb!!